I bailed

It was bound to happen sooner or later with the way I've been feeling. Yesterday, I bailed on my therapy session about 30 minutes in. Actually, I'm quite surprised I lasted that long because as soon as I sat down I had this urge to up and run out. My brain is refusing to cooperate. … Continue reading I bailed


I'm struggling to get through work today. My brain feels foggy and I feel disconnected from this thing called life. Meeting after meeting, the time ticks away but I can't tell you what was said or what I've done. Nothing seems to make any sense. Words transform into jumbled letters that I can't decipher no … Continue reading fogginess


Another week is done. A hard one. My world is flooding with need, storms and angst. This sadness. It's such a strange thing. Sometimes, no most of the time, I don't know how to stop the sadness. It feels too big, too consuming. What happens afterwards? Will there even be an afterwards? I sit here … Continue reading sadness