moments

There's no map, no route, no arrowhead to follow. We have never walked this way before. They are always there...in quiet corners, in the shadows, in ordinary clothes...and they are terrifying. You need to watch out for them, for they will catch you unaware and fill you with unimaginable fear. There are too many things …

falling

'Are you alright?', they ask. 'No', I want to answer. And it's the truth. And at least I know it now. We are all mortal. We are all fragile. And we all live under the shadow of death. Sometimes the bravest thing we can do is admit we're not strong enough. There is suffering. And …

trauma across the generations

I don't talk about C much on here. I don't know why really, but I think part of it is because it feels like I'm protecting him from something. I've talked oodles about my non-existent relationship with M and all of the trials and tribulations that have come with that but lately I've had some …

surrender

We are all mortal. We are all fragile. And we all live under the shadow of death. Sometimes the bravest thing we can do is admit we're not strong enough. They say progress is inevitable. In some ways we can look to the past as the time of our lives...or an ordeal to overcome. The …

one day

one day I will hearthe words you say to meand we will find a worldwhere we can just be one day I will seewho we really arethe one who became consumedby thoughts of places afar one day I’ll stop this warthe one I’ve fought all my lifewe'll forever be alonejust me and the light one …

secret keepers

Don't think you know what I've been through just as I don't know what you've been through. Perhaps our stories have similarities and perhaps parts of them can be the same but you don't know anything except what I want you to know. There are parts of my story I never want you to know. …