The return..

I woke up this morning with a sense of dread. My mother is coming home today. It should be a happy time right? I should be grateful that I still have my mother? It's complicated I suppose. I never feel adequate when she is around. I feel like I need to prove that I belong … Continue reading The return..


There aren't a lot of things that can make me leave my house today. Besides still feeling  very unsettled, it's freezing outside. We're in an extreme cold warning and it was -30.2°C when I woke up. Add the windchill and we're in the minus 40's. It's that red face, itchy skin kind of cold. Downright … Continue reading Brrrrr….