Friday feels

Totally defizzed!!

learning

It is suppose to hurt, my child. That is why there is water in your eyes and blood in your veins. If we knew no pain, we wouldn't have known truth, and truth, my child, is the soul of the universe. - Christopher Poindexter I think one of the hardest things to come to terms …

what I’ve learned and how I feel about it

We are all just a car crash, a diagnosis, an unexpected phone call, a newfound love or a broken heart away from becoming a completely different person How beautifully fragile are we that so many things can take but a moment to alter who we are for forever? -Samuel Decker Thompson It's been one week …

sliding backwards

What if the person you need is the same person you cannot speak to when you need them the most. -Nikita Gill I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed at the moment. I hate feeling like this. I find it hard to gather my thoughts into something that I can make sense of. Just when I almost …

shitstorm of a Saturday night

**TW--talk of rape, assault So this just happened.... I am currently freaking the fuck out! I can't sleep and it's too late to bother T, so I might as well type about it. I decided to stay home from my BBQ because I just wasn't feeling well and I watched movies in the basement. Just …

sitting with it all

I tried to paint a picture, Of how I really feel. But I could not find the colors, To make it all seem real. -Bear Peterson T says we should talk about it. I don't know what to talk about. I feel tired. I told him I need to sit with it for awhile, bring …