viewer discretion is advised

TW: talk of gun and workplace violence, abuse For those of us who are fortunate enough to still be able to keep working, I think we all have those days where it feels like a nightmare in the making. From not being able to keep up with the work. From being utterly overwhelmed with everything … Continue reading viewer discretion is advised

it’s not that simple

TW: talk of suicide  I had this from earlier in the week, but I didn't want to post it. Today, I decided I would.... The week is stretching out before me. I feel restless. Tired, because it hurts to be here. A little bit scared. I can feel myself starting to drift away, like a … Continue reading it’s not that simple


you are far away like a haze in the distance. is that right? perhaps it is me and I am mistaken. does that make more sense? there is something that barricades me from the world. I feel uncertain. should I reach out, or just let it be? should I cancel this week, or go anyways? … Continue reading uncertainty

things are s*%t

It's been a very hard couple of weeks. I haven't done anything wrong. I know I haven't done anything wrong. But I still feel like whatever is about to happen and the fallout that is sure to occur, will be because I didn't do something properly. My ex was reported to CAS (children's aid society) … Continue reading things are s*%t