a New Year

I'm not sure where to start or what to say. Does that mean that the words swirling around my brain serve no purpose? I'm not sure. Nothing stands out for me that might have happened since my last post but for some reason I can feel myself curling into a little cocoon, sheltering me away … Continue reading a New Year

falling

'Are you alright?', they ask. 'No', I want to answer. And it's the truth. And at least I know it now. We are all mortal. We are all fragile. And we all live under the shadow of death. Sometimes the bravest thing we can do is admit we're not strong enough. There is suffering. And … Continue reading falling

I bailed

It was bound to happen sooner or later with the way I've been feeling. Yesterday, I bailed on my therapy session about 30 minutes in. Actually, I'm quite surprised I lasted that long because as soon as I sat down I had this urge to up and run out. My brain is refusing to cooperate. … Continue reading I bailed