It feels like we are struggling, T and me. Me, with being completely frank and honest with what's going on and T with not pulling the trigger on having me hospitalized again. I told him straight up that I won't go back there again. I'd rather lie and say everything is okay than end up … Continue reading planning

12 days

It would be an utter lie if I were to say that things have improved since my last posting. Quite the opposite actually. I'm not even sure where to begin but here goes... I went on my annual trip to visit my Auntie on September 28th. I'd been struggling immensely with thoughts of suicide for … Continue reading 12 days