to block or not…

I spent the whole weekend thinking (oh who the fuck am I kidding, it was more like agonizing) about what I am going to do in regards to the situation involving my ex and his wife. Let's face it. I already feel bad about myself 99.9% of the time, so I definitely don't need anyone …

am I missing something?

I have never professed to being a perfect parent. In fact, I constantly worry that I am somehow completely fucking my children up in the most spectacular of ways. I look at other mothers and feel that they are always doing a much better job than me and I'm absolutely positive there must be things …

is any of it really important?

I've been spending a lot of time thinking about things lately. There is so much going on inside that I'm having a hard time separating what is and isn't important. It all feels important. Well, at least to me it does. I survived my audit at work. Afterwards, I was basically told that if I …

we are strangers

It feels as though at any moment everything I've ever known or felt will come to a screeching halt. I've tied a knot at the end of the rope and have held on for dear life. I'm holding on. At least I think I am. Some days I'm not so sure. Loads has gone on …