I’m struggling to get through work today. My brain feels foggy and I feel disconnected from this thing called life.
Meeting after meeting, the time ticks away but I can’t tell you what was said or what I’ve done. Nothing seems to make any sense. Words transform into jumbled letters that I can’t decipher no matter how hard I try.
What is wrong with my brain today?
Slowly, my eyes are beginning to close so that only tiny slits remain. A giant sigh forces them open again but I am no more awake this minute then I was the one before.
Whatever lies before me is fuzzy and I experience the world as though I am on the wrong side of a frosted pane of glass.
Everything feels like it could stop in an instant and I would be left here not understanding anything around me.
It Feels Complicated 
It’s too bad we can’t exchange messed up brains for ones that work properly.
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yesterday would’ve been a perfect day for that to happen…sigh
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Sending heaps of love. It’s such a struggle some days isn’t it? I hope things are better today x
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thanks love. Therapy went shit on me, but I keep hoping something shifts soon. Some days are so much harder than others…xx
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Oh no. Feeling your pain. Awful disconnected session here today too. I just couldn’t reach out. Fortunately I had my difficult to put back on shoes with me today so despite wanting to run I couldn’t. It’s my latest ploy to keep runners in the room! Take good care. Think of you x
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That’s a good idea with the shoes. I never take mine off so I’m always ready to go..xx
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