turn back the clock

I'm feeling overwhelmed. I don't want to fight with anyone. I just want things to be calm and quiet. I want to hide from everything and everyone. I don't want things to be this way. I got a call from outpatient mental health services yesterday. The referral my psychiatrist put in for me back in … Continue reading turn back the clock

a New Year

I'm not sure where to start or what to say. Does that mean that the words swirling around my brain serve no purpose? I'm not sure. Nothing stands out for me that might have happened since my last post but for some reason I can feel myself curling into a little cocoon, sheltering me away … Continue reading a New Year

I bailed

It was bound to happen sooner or later with the way I've been feeling. Yesterday, I bailed on my therapy session about 30 minutes in. Actually, I'm quite surprised I lasted that long because as soon as I sat down I had this urge to up and run out. My brain is refusing to cooperate. … Continue reading I bailed