Your whole life can change in a moment and you never even know when it’s coming. After, everything is different…forever.
I feel like I’m being torn apart…like no matter what I do or what I say somebody’s going to get hurt. There comes a point when we need to make our own decisions. I just don’t want to let anyone down.
My heart is breaking once again. I love my M but no matter how often I reach out or how hard I try to remain in touch I’m met with a brick wall. Once again, it’s going to be a Christmas with us not together.
I wonder how much you can try before you finally give up? When do you reach the point where you can no longer stitch the broken pieces back together again? If I stop trying does that mean I no longer care?
I don’t know what else I can do. I’m just not sure how many more rejections I can take.
It Feels Complicated 
That must be so hard.
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it sucks so much. I just don’t know what to do with it anymore
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It sure sounds like a no-win situation.
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No, it doesn’t mean you stop caring. In fact, it means you begin caring for yourself by setting boundaries. It isn’t easy but once you start doing so you’ll be amazed at how the universe works. I do not know your personal relationship with but I had to do this with my own child and once I did what needed to be done for me, she came back around. Xoxo
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Yes, something needs to change and I think it has to be me. He still feels so young–just 12–so I am afraid that I will end up pushing him further away. It’s a tough situation that’s for sure
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My daughter was the same age and is now 20. Me stepping away saved our relationship as difficult as it was. Not everyone has the same experience but I followed the advice of my mother. It worked! Lol. It’s hard to explain how to do it or what to do so starting with your relationship with yourself is always a good start. Sending healing vibes your way.
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